Friday, March 8, 2013

I just can't get away

What will I do with my girls?

Yes I own a business, yes I go to school, but who knows where I'm going to end up.  I don't want to rip them away from their home.  If I stay and make him leave there is no law preventing him from coming back because he owns the home also.  I don't know what to do to get out of here. God help me. I'm so afraid.  Should I leave the girls with him until I get things situated? Should I take them away?  Where will I go?  I don't have any stock pile of $$.

It's so frustrating.  So frightening.  Every day I fear for my life but I have other lives to consider first. It's the life of a mother.  

Thursday, January 3, 2013

Biggest Decision Ever

I am going to leave my husband.

I have put up with the abuse for too many years now.

I can't change him, he doesn't even think there is anything wrong with him.

My children are constantly feeling the tension, the moment he walks in the door everyone scatters like broken glass on the concrete.

I don't know where to go.  I don't know what I'm going to do but what I do know is that this has got to end.  I don't love him. Maybe I never have.

I've been sleeping on the sofa if I make it to bed at all.  Shouldn't that say something.

I'm not sure this is going to go over well, but I'll let you know soon enough.

Wish me luck.